Entry #3

    Caleb woke up in a hospital bed. He was not sure what happened at first why happened at first, everything was just so vivid! That it came back, and it all replayed in his mind. The masked stalker, the struggle and him dumping some substance in Caleb's mouth and yelling " This is what happens to bad children." As he laid there in that empty hospital room, Ella opened Caleb's door. " Hey... why did you try to kill yourself? I do need you and you are not what you wrote down. I figured you were not ok when I got that call but had no clue..." Caleb then finished saying " that someone attempted to murder ? " Ella dropped her jaw and said " You mean you did not attempt suicide? What about your suicide note?" Caleb grasped that moment fully what happened. Someone had tried to kill him and stage a suicide scene. It took a few minutes for both of them to take in the fact someone had tried to cause trouble and think that he was dead. " Caleb , what do you remember?" Ella asked. He explained everything. " someone poured something down my throat and said some threat related to what we did last week. If you want proof that the suicide note is legit, compare my writing to it. And don't let anybody know I am alive except those who know. Ella, Make everyone think it was a suicide attempt, so it is thought I was dead. And I guess you will be leaving me to go back to college soon?" Ella had thought through things, and had made up her mind. " No. I'm not leaving you Caleb. I need you in my life and to survive you need me. I made the decision to live with you and reside in the bedroom beside yours. You needed a nurse, right?" " Yes. I really wanted a nurse. Not just to diaper me or whatever, but to help me get my life together. I never have been able to keep a consistent hygiene schedule, would love someone to help me cook, would love someone to spend time with, and someone to protect me from the wrath of my sibling. " With a smile, Ella said " This is more than anything I would have probably ever learned in medical school. I can't wait to move into my new home we will be sharing. And I forgot to ask you, are there any firearms in your house?" Quietly, Caleb said " Yes, I have a ,22 long rifle in my closet, and 500 rounds of ammunition. Why do you ask?" She responded saying " whoever is after you may be after me also. We both need each other to function or we may be killed off. Whenever I am able to, I have a single action revolver I carry with me. Tomorrow I will unpack my bags and you will settle back down, but till then, expect one final night here.

Entry #2

A week passed, and Caleb was in a emotional breakdown. Despite him looking like a big baby,

His tears were one of a depressed 18 year old who is emotionally hurting from problems.

Problems that were completely out of his control. " I need to call Ella, cause she will talk to me 

about all this stuff. I know she will." So he waited till he knew Ella would be out of work, and called 

her number.  it went to her voice box." Hello Ella. It is Caleb. I need to talk to you as soon as 

possible. Please respond." Twenty minutes latter, Ella heard the call. " I hope Caleb is ok. He seemed 

upset. I think I need to call him back." After multiple calls and an hour of waiting, she decided it 

would be a good idea to go to his house, because something seemed wrong, and Ella was more than 

worried. 

                   It took 15 minutes to get to His house, but to Ella, it felt like 15 decades. 

"Caleb probably is ok. He likely calmed down but his iPhone 4s is not working." Her mind was 

racing at 150 mph.  Ella arrived and everybody seemed to be gone. " Caleb! Where are you? 

Why are you hiding from me?" It was then she walked into the garage , and saw him there. A half 

empty bottle of isopropyl was by his side, and some tablets of Clonazapam that were prescribed to 

him to treat. Bipolar Disorder. By his side there was a suicide note written directly to her. " Ella,

I wanted to be healed so now I am healed. If I had lived I would have started looking for a 

babysitter to help me and that would have gone badly. I am sorry to disappoint you." - Caleb. As 

Ella read these words, she was heartbroken. " You have to be alive Caleb! Hang in there as I get you 

help. I need you in my life." Like a little child, tears soaked Ella's dress. Soon the EMS were on the 

scene and taking him to the hospital. " I want to come with him." She said. the EMS woman 

responded, saying " only medical people are allowed with these people." Ella then replied with 

almost a plea, sobbing, but managed to say " I am a intern for UNC Nursing program, and if you 

don't believe me, Here's my I.D." With that, after a bit of arguing, they let Ella go. But on one 

condition: She would ride to the hospital herself. All that was left to do was leave a note to Caleb's 

parrents. It took only a few minutes for Ella to do just that. The note read: " Caleb is at the hospital 

being treated for drinking rubbing alcohol and taking too many sleeping tablets. I found him in your 

garage just in time. I think he will live. If you want more info contact me. - Ella. 

Entry #1

it was a cold winter day outside, and 18 year old walked into the local urgent care clinic.

He was kind of embarrassed, how he loved diapers enough to see if he could pay the clinic to change 

his diaper "like he was a baby." Praying inside that they would let him in and have him assigned a 

female nurse, He waited. All the paperwork and healthcare stuff took forever , and after he paid, the 

boy waited. It was rather awkward, because he'd get changed when his diaper was used and that 

could take a long time, and the fact he could have gotten kicked out for taking too much time 

did not help much. There were a lot of sick people who needed attention, and when the diaper

was filled, he may have had to wait for awhile. Finally, the receptionist said "Caleb, it is your turn."

A male nurse who looked to be about 70 lead him to Room 106 and said " We will have someone to 

tend to you in a minute." Two rooms over there was a 24 year old intern from UNC nursing school, 

named Ella. Since Ella was just an intern and was learning from these clinic doctors, she got 

assigned random situations when no other doctor was avalable to deal with them. " Ella, we have

a teen who paid to have two diaper changes. We don't turn away patients, no matter how crazy they 

are. You know the rest of us are working our tails off with all these flu patients, and the 18 year old 

who seems to want to be 17 months old, he needs constant supervision because we do not know

when his diaper will fill up. Since we can't do that, and are all busy, I am asking you to take the

task. You have babysit before. If you feel uncomfortable, imagine you are taking care of a baby. 

I am counting on you. " Ella insisted. " Are you sure there is nobody else who can essentially  

caretake this teen?" She got no reply. With no other choice, she walked into the room, hoping for 

the best. 

                  Caleb waited, anxiously, then he saw the young woman in front of him. She was 

downright stunning, as her brown hair glistened in the hospital room light. " Hello, my name is Ella, 

and until you have used up both of the diaper changes you paid for, i'm here to care for you." All of

the sudden, she no longer felt in a awkward situation. She looked in Caleb's eyes and saw something

different. She soon woke out of her thoughts as the teen responded and said " My name is Caleb. I 

guess you were told why I was here , and are you going to leave me off and on?" Ella then responded 

saying " NO, I am not to leave your sight until your time here is done. And just wondering, is there a 

underlying reason why you are wetting and messing diapers, other than you like to?" After a few 

minutes he told Ella his story. " Ella, It never started this way, and i wish it never ended up this way.

I was born with Autism and for years I wore pull ups to bed as a ritual, part of my nightly pattern. 

Then I found out about being a baby again, and quickly got invovled, and now I want to be diapered 

again. I also do it to deal with emotional pain caused by a psychiatric illness and a violent sister. This

was a way I chose to cope with things." As he talked, Ella's thoughts and opinions on Caleb changed. 

Just then he erupted in a fit of depression and frustration mixed together. " Ella, you think I am crazy 

and find me as uncofrtable! The whole world thinks so, so I probably need to feel the way a big kid 

would feel." And he reached for a needle. " Caleb, you are wrong! Put that down before I have to get 

help. Babies don't self harm. Yes, you are partly correct. That was my first impression. But you

started explaining and pouring your heart out, my first reaction changed. If you want to be a baby, 

i'll go to whatever lengths I can. I will diaper you and whatever. Just please continue still talking in 

your normal talk. And try to not use both diapers because I want you to stay with me till the clinic 

closes. I am here for you. That bag of yours, what does it have in it other than diapers?" It has a 

babyish rose colored romper and a princess pattern one. There is also some changing supplies and a 

pacifier. " he told Ella. " Caleb, you are upset and about to cry. Would you like me to rock you

to slep in my lap? I can slip you into one of those rompers so you will be comfortable." after a soft 

"yes", Ella put him in baby sleeping clothes and sang to the teen baby, as he fell asleep. " Now she 

has a 18 year old, trying to keep him warm trying to keep all the cold when he looks her in the eyes 

he don't know  he's safe  when she says ohh love no ones ever gonna hurt you love, i'm gonna give 

you all of my love nobody maters like you. So rock a bye baby rock a bye i'm gonna rock you

rock a bye troubled baby rock a bye somebody's got you, rock a bye troubled baby rock a bye  

bye, rock a bye. " And just like that, Caleb fell asleep. 

Four hours latter, Ella shook him and said " wake up. It is closing time. And your diaper kinda smells.

I don't want to let you go. Do you have a way home?" Stay strong. People care about you. If you

need me, call me or text me, here's my contact info. I swear to God I will do everything in my 

possible ability to help you." Caleb quietly said " I rode here on my rusty and  red 1989 Yamaha. 

out front. " I can ride home, just let me change clothes. " Ella then said " If you want to be a baby or

whatever, i'm gonna change your clothes. " And she did that. Nobody was left in the office for the 

most part, and the two walked out the building together. " I hope to see you soon, Caleb. Maybe I  

can sneak you into my dorm some time. " Caleb took off, and a few minutes latter Ella did the same.